real nice ink work..really love tha chapel..
this morning I woke up 6 oclock it was like in those horror movies where the close shot of the eyes how they tear open before somebody stabs them with knife into heart or so well when I woke up I felt like that this is going to be happening to me from now on, actually I had a dream where I had abandoned my ideas of moving to america and was now instead helping people from russia to emmigrate to finland that was such a nightmare I wish I will never see that dream again....... I dont know if it has to do with the movie I watched the other evening and then the same actress now is posing in a magcover she is working now in US saying she is a zero there and her husband working (also acter) in russia and he is a hero in there what simple idle mind I have I must be really boring person that nobody will ever like to marry IM nothing original and my own thoughts are not even my own thoughs so Im prob some incarnation of all comradial nightmair and so ashame of it feels like I dont fit into anywhere if IM myself IM dispised if I join a cult Im dispised maybe I think too much when I start to think like this then another voice in me tells me to stop but I know what is a head of me then and dont want to go there its like only two roads either giveup road or dreamland is there o middle road at al`l?
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